Wow, its been time.

Even though Ive not been here in writing, Ive still been here reading, just havent really had much to say lately. I dont know why, but thats just how its been and I feel like a change, and like writing something in this box and to let anyone out there know Im still here.

I think over the past week or so Ive been beleiving in myself quite a bit, thats how I feel anyway, I dont know if it shows. Not really beleiving in something specific, just generally, knowing that I can do things if I put my mind to it and stop bringing myself down and realise that Ive got a lot to beleive in. I read something last night that kept me awake a little while thinking about it, and it was, 'Is anything too hard for God?'. This made me think about all manner of things. If I beleive that nothing is too hard for God, then I beleive that nothing is too hard for myself. If Im doing things through him then surely 'it' cant be that hard. Although I dont really have something specific that can be substituted for the word 'it' I just feel better knowing that whatever 'it' is, in the short term or in the long term, that nothing is out of reach, nothing isnt do-able(?), nothing is too much to ask for if I beleive that nothing is too hard for God.

Im going watching coldplay next thursday and Im so excited cause I know that it will inspire me to be musical, I dont know what Im anticipating happening from my inspiration but ah well, at least I know its coming, so I can prepare myself for it. 

My fingers are real cold now and its aching to type so Im gonner go. 

Till next time.

X

P.s If youve seen those photos of my room, it looks a lot different thanks to mine and 'thmttwd'/Matt's handywork, maybe Ill show you some other time.