I need to get this out, and its not really appropriate to let it out verbally right now. My head keeps just stopping today, Ill tune back in and realise Ive just been sitting, not even thinking, just sitting, for like 10 minutes. I did it inbetween the words 'today' and 'Ill' on the line above. I don't know why this keeps happening, cause when it does its not like Im thinking about anything, I just stop. Weird. I think I could actually cry at any moment... Sorry.