The First Day Of My Life...

I've had this song on repeat for quite some time now.

There's just something about it.

I wish I was asleep.

Heres what I made, its a purse, or its supposed to be. Its not very good but it was fun.

                                    

Since my last post, Ive had ideas of things to write about, but still not much as yet.

Im in the mood to make something, maybe if I make anything good it might make it on here later.

Okay, so, Ive been trying to write some stuff, but its just not happening. I cant think of anything else to say. Maybe later...

...Oh, heres me as a panda for your enjoyment.

I really should write on here more often...

Okay, so my last post wasnt a hit, not that I was expecting it to be, but you know. I finished all my 11 exams last week and Im still here so woo! (Its okay if you didnt think that was worth celebrating, but if you do, please feel free to do so!) Some exciting things going on these days, I suppose. Ive made millions more journals, or what feels like millions anyway. Selling my first one this week though which is really quite cool. I made one for myself too, Ill take pictures, and if anyone out there has one and would like to take a picture as I forgot to do so before I gave them out, feel free to post them on here, or elsewhere, you know.

According to Mark and 'addressthenaked.blogspot.com' I am ' Jessica Mary Littler - Musician - Creative Type' That sounds really formal reading about myself in such a way. I wouldnt really class myself as a musician, more just an instrument player, and only a half decent one at that. But ah well, each to their own, I suppose. Ive used loooooads of commas ','s in this post, or so it seems. The sentences I write are really really long, I dont know why Im saying these things, its just coming straight from my eyes to my brain through my fingers onto this electronic paper type thing I am now writing on. Hmmm, I asked Mark before did he think that if I steal 'Thom Beal's' MacBook, would he know it was me, as that is what I am currently type type typing away on, and would really love to have one of these all of my own. Ive got a bit of a tummy ache, which I had last night too and I went all light headed and felt really really strange. It was proper wierd. Anyway Im gona go, my little finger is hurting!!!

Byeeeee!!!

Disclaimer: If 'Thom Beal's' MacBook does go missing in the time it is left in this room till tomorrow, it wasnt me!! And that is in all seriousness!!!

Laters!

I am actually doing something productive...

Hello, I am doing a research project for my 'A2 Media Studies Critical Research' about wether foreign directors become more 'Americanised' as they get more well known. I am looking at Baz Luhrmann's 'Red Curtain Trilogly' and how from Strictly Balroom to Moulin Rouge the cast are dramatically different. My overall outcome is to see wether the cast would affect the popularity of the film.

I think my question Im asking is does the cast of a film affect wether you would watch it or not and would it affect your overall opinion of the film?

If anyone reading this has an opinion on the matter it would really help me out if you could reply to this.

Thanks. X

Wow, its been time.

Even though Ive not been here in writing, Ive still been here reading, just havent really had much to say lately. I dont know why, but thats just how its been and I feel like a change, and like writing something in this box and to let anyone out there know Im still here.

I think over the past week or so Ive been beleiving in myself quite a bit, thats how I feel anyway, I dont know if it shows. Not really beleiving in something specific, just generally, knowing that I can do things if I put my mind to it and stop bringing myself down and realise that Ive got a lot to beleive in. I read something last night that kept me awake a little while thinking about it, and it was, 'Is anything too hard for God?'. This made me think about all manner of things. If I beleive that nothing is too hard for God, then I beleive that nothing is too hard for myself. If Im doing things through him then surely 'it' cant be that hard. Although I dont really have something specific that can be substituted for the word 'it' I just feel better knowing that whatever 'it' is, in the short term or in the long term, that nothing is out of reach, nothing isnt do-able(?), nothing is too much to ask for if I beleive that nothing is too hard for God.

Im going watching coldplay next thursday and Im so excited cause I know that it will inspire me to be musical, I dont know what Im anticipating happening from my inspiration but ah well, at least I know its coming, so I can prepare myself for it. 

My fingers are real cold now and its aching to type so Im gonner go. 

Till next time.

X

P.s If youve seen those photos of my room, it looks a lot different thanks to mine and 'thmttwd'/Matt's handywork, maybe Ill show you some other time.