Since my last post, Ive had ideas of things to write about, but still not much as yet.

Im in the mood to make something, maybe if I make anything good it might make it on here later.

Okay, so, Ive been trying to write some stuff, but its just not happening. I cant think of anything else to say. Maybe later...

...Oh, heres me as a panda for your enjoyment.

I really should write on here more often...

Okay, so my last post wasnt a hit, not that I was expecting it to be, but you know. I finished all my 11 exams last week and Im still here so woo! (Its okay if you didnt think that was worth celebrating, but if you do, please feel free to do so!) Some exciting things going on these days, I suppose. Ive made millions more journals, or what feels like millions anyway. Selling my first one this week though which is really quite cool. I made one for myself too, Ill take pictures, and if anyone out there has one and would like to take a picture as I forgot to do so before I gave them out, feel free to post them on here, or elsewhere, you know.

According to Mark and 'addressthenaked.blogspot.com' I am ' Jessica Mary Littler - Musician - Creative Type' That sounds really formal reading about myself in such a way. I wouldnt really class myself as a musician, more just an instrument player, and only a half decent one at that. But ah well, each to their own, I suppose. Ive used loooooads of commas ','s in this post, or so it seems. The sentences I write are really really long, I dont know why Im saying these things, its just coming straight from my eyes to my brain through my fingers onto this electronic paper type thing I am now writing on. Hmmm, I asked Mark before did he think that if I steal 'Thom Beal's' MacBook, would he know it was me, as that is what I am currently type type typing away on, and would really love to have one of these all of my own. Ive got a bit of a tummy ache, which I had last night too and I went all light headed and felt really really strange. It was proper wierd. Anyway Im gona go, my little finger is hurting!!!

Byeeeee!!!

Disclaimer: If 'Thom Beal's' MacBook does go missing in the time it is left in this room till tomorrow, it wasnt me!! And that is in all seriousness!!!

Laters!

I am actually doing something productive...

Hello, I am doing a research project for my 'A2 Media Studies Critical Research' about wether foreign directors become more 'Americanised' as they get more well known. I am looking at Baz Luhrmann's 'Red Curtain Trilogly' and how from Strictly Balroom to Moulin Rouge the cast are dramatically different. My overall outcome is to see wether the cast would affect the popularity of the film.

I think my question Im asking is does the cast of a film affect wether you would watch it or not and would it affect your overall opinion of the film?

If anyone reading this has an opinion on the matter it would really help me out if you could reply to this.

Thanks. X

Wow, its been time.

Even though Ive not been here in writing, Ive still been here reading, just havent really had much to say lately. I dont know why, but thats just how its been and I feel like a change, and like writing something in this box and to let anyone out there know Im still here.

I think over the past week or so Ive been beleiving in myself quite a bit, thats how I feel anyway, I dont know if it shows. Not really beleiving in something specific, just generally, knowing that I can do things if I put my mind to it and stop bringing myself down and realise that Ive got a lot to beleive in. I read something last night that kept me awake a little while thinking about it, and it was, 'Is anything too hard for God?'. This made me think about all manner of things. If I beleive that nothing is too hard for God, then I beleive that nothing is too hard for myself. If Im doing things through him then surely 'it' cant be that hard. Although I dont really have something specific that can be substituted for the word 'it' I just feel better knowing that whatever 'it' is, in the short term or in the long term, that nothing is out of reach, nothing isnt do-able(?), nothing is too much to ask for if I beleive that nothing is too hard for God.

Im going watching coldplay next thursday and Im so excited cause I know that it will inspire me to be musical, I dont know what Im anticipating happening from my inspiration but ah well, at least I know its coming, so I can prepare myself for it. 

My fingers are real cold now and its aching to type so Im gonner go. 

Till next time.

X

P.s If youve seen those photos of my room, it looks a lot different thanks to mine and 'thmttwd'/Matt's handywork, maybe Ill show you some other time.

Hello again...

Its been a while since I was here last, well here from this side of things anyway. Im just writing to let you know Im still here. A LOT has happened since my last post, it seems like forever ago since the 1st August. I cant beleive its september already and I go back to college tomorrow, booo. At least I dont do music tech anymore though, yay. Also, just to let you (whoever you is, if anyone is ever reading this) know, my room doesnt look like it did a month ago. Its not just tidy, but its green and an off white grey ish colour, which if you saw at pulse the day I painted, the colours all over me are the colours of my room. I turn 18 this month which is great. Im also going to London for the first time ever this month too. Im real excited for that. Anyway Im gonner go get an 'early' night for college tomorrow, by that I mean get a brew and climb up my ladders to my room. Goodnight. X

A little apology.. and some other stuff too.

Okay, so that whole blogging everyday in July thing really really didnt work out for me, well, it could have done if Id really been bothered to do it, at first I was like 'Yeah, Ill easy do it!' then after a few days, I slowly lost my excitement and just went back to not blogging. I hate that. I hate when I make a decision to do something and never do it, like about 2 months ago I said I was going to redecorate my bedroom and empty it of all the junk Ive had since I was a kid. See, my room hasnt been painted in about 6 years so its a really sick lilac colour, with the odd splattered spider here and there. And I was really determined to do it, I made a to do list, went to ikea and b&q both really fun places, priced everything up, loaded up my car with junk and took it to the tip, and still my room is messy as ever and still the sick lilac colour. Eugh. It makes me mad when I cant stick to things.

 Heres a few photos of it this morning, I will tidy it soon, it really is one of my biggest flaws, that I really dont even mind that its like this, I know where everything is.. also, please dont hold this against me..

    

Anyway in other news...

I cant beleive its August already! This year has been the fastest one yet! Im really looking forward to this month though, my last of freedom before Im tied back down at college. Im really looking forward to audacious, like really looking forward to it, I just know its gonner be great and I really want to make the most of it being our last one away from home. Its results day when were down there, which is making me nervous because my mum will know how Ive done before I will, and will go down on me really hard when she sees how bad I did in my music and media exams. I just hope Ive done well in my maths, if Ive not Ill be really let down, I did try really hard at the very end of the year, when I realised if I didnt pull through they wouldnt let me do further maths next year so Id basically just end up leaving college with a few crap grades from my first year if I didnt get my act together. But I think I did quite well really, I studied real hard with learning formulas, they were all over my bedroom for months, and I secretly love that theres 2 still up there that Ive just not got round to taking down yet. Ha. Im such a nerd. 

Anyway, Im gonner go, the sun is coming out a bit, which is really good, Im excited for the social tonight, especially if the weather picks up.

Laters.

P.s Sorry that whenever you read my blogs theres loads of spelling mistakes, especially the word beleive, Ive spelt it wrong so many times now, its too late to go back to the real way.