A little apology.. and some other stuff too.

Okay, so that whole blogging everyday in July thing really really didnt work out for me, well, it could have done if Id really been bothered to do it, at first I was like 'Yeah, Ill easy do it!' then after a few days, I slowly lost my excitement and just went back to not blogging. I hate that. I hate when I make a decision to do something and never do it, like about 2 months ago I said I was going to redecorate my bedroom and empty it of all the junk Ive had since I was a kid. See, my room hasnt been painted in about 6 years so its a really sick lilac colour, with the odd splattered spider here and there. And I was really determined to do it, I made a to do list, went to ikea and b&q both really fun places, priced everything up, loaded up my car with junk and took it to the tip, and still my room is messy as ever and still the sick lilac colour. Eugh. It makes me mad when I cant stick to things.

 Heres a few photos of it this morning, I will tidy it soon, it really is one of my biggest flaws, that I really dont even mind that its like this, I know where everything is.. also, please dont hold this against me..

    

Anyway in other news...

I cant beleive its August already! This year has been the fastest one yet! Im really looking forward to this month though, my last of freedom before Im tied back down at college. Im really looking forward to audacious, like really looking forward to it, I just know its gonner be great and I really want to make the most of it being our last one away from home. Its results day when were down there, which is making me nervous because my mum will know how Ive done before I will, and will go down on me really hard when she sees how bad I did in my music and media exams. I just hope Ive done well in my maths, if Ive not Ill be really let down, I did try really hard at the very end of the year, when I realised if I didnt pull through they wouldnt let me do further maths next year so Id basically just end up leaving college with a few crap grades from my first year if I didnt get my act together. But I think I did quite well really, I studied real hard with learning formulas, they were all over my bedroom for months, and I secretly love that theres 2 still up there that Ive just not got round to taking down yet. Ha. Im such a nerd. 

Anyway, Im gonner go, the sun is coming out a bit, which is really good, Im excited for the social tonight, especially if the weather picks up.

Laters.

P.s Sorry that whenever you read my blogs theres loads of spelling mistakes, especially the word beleive, Ive spelt it wrong so many times now, its too late to go back to the real way.